Does It Count...?

When you ask if I'm okay, of course I'm going to say yes. I have to prove that I'm strong and can get through anything. But Honestly, the smallest things get to me, things you don't think about or wouldn't think would hurt me or make me sad..well they do. I can't help it, it's just who I am. I tell you I'm fine cause I want to seem like a strong person to you and not this person who falls apart everyday or night. Putting a smile on is the best way to get over it, and that's what I try doing. Try making you happy cause you make me happy. Don't know if you truly want to but you do. I guess you can say this is life and what happens happens, whether you're happy or not. Just have to live life taking chances and have no regrets. Staying positive is what I am trying to achieve. Does it count that I'm trying?? All I'm asking for is a helping hand, for you to stay up and make sure I'm okay. To talk to me, tell me sweet things that will make me smile.