Cause That Feeling Is Gone...

Cause sometimes fighting for someone you want to be with isn't easy.
Cause you just wish that they have the same feelings you do.
Cause every night you lay on your bed wondering if they even care anymore.
Cause you want someone who will text you every morning and night regardless of what time.
Cause you just want them to be thinking about you just as much as you think about them.
Cause they don't act like they care anymore, you just sit and want to cry.
Cause not wanting to text first cause you feel annoying.
Cause if they wanted to talk, they would.
Cause you thought it might be different.
Cause the 'What If' is always running around in your mind.
Cause you wonder if it was a mistake to start talking.
Cause you don't know about anything anymore.
Cause there's never going to be a chance you can be together, especially when it's said.
Cause you miss what you could have been.
Cause what if it turns out to be worth it, or turns out to be the biggest mistake ever.
Cause you fell and you know you won't recover and you'll never be the same.
Cause you want them to fall for you even though you know it won't happen.
Cause you got too attached.
Cause you care too much and it doesn't even matter.
Cause that feeling they gave you was magical, like you could do anything.
Cause they had you fooled into thinking things.
Cause it never really mattered.
Cause when they looked at you, it was a different kind of feeling.
Cause you wanted to believe them so bad, but it just got too hard.
Cause you just want THEM back.
Cause you just want that feeling back, that smile, that happiness.
Cause most of all, you miss that feeling they gave you.

Wish it was different. It's never going to be the same.