The way you make me feel is so unimaginable. You make me smile and laugh when you don’t even know it. Every time my phone lights up and I see your name, I smile. When you text me first I get butterflies cause that means you were thinking about me. Morning texts are my favorite cause that means you woke up thinking about me. I know how I’m supposed to feel about you, I’m not supposed to want you, let alone talk to you. There’s just something about you that has me coming back every day. If I had it my way I would be talking to you all day long. Every time I see you I want to run up to you and kiss you, hug you, anything. I know it’s wrong to want you and I shouldn’t but no one is going to stop me cause I love the feeling you give me. I know you don’t totally feel the same but I don’t really care because you talk to me and make me feel special. I am tired of just wishing for something to happen, I want things to happen and for things to be different. But, I fear nothing is going to change, that things are just going to stay the way they are. And if that’s the case then I will just deal with it. Sometimes I wish I could tell someone about you but then I realize you’re my dirty little secret and I love the fact of having one. It’s like I’m on a little adventure and I can’t tell anyone cause it’s top secret. I just hope we get a chance to change somethings.
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