Runaway Or Not?

Sometimes I see myself running,

Running to a strange place.

Why am I running?

Because life is too much to handle.

Sometimes it's impossible to get away from.

I wish I could close my eyes and everything would be better.

I want to be the person YOU want,

I feel like I try but you never see that side of me, 

The side you want.

I have made mistakes in my life,

But at least I'm alive..right?

I'm not the only one that messes up,

But sometimes it feels like I am. 

When I mess up,

All I want to do it run,

Run as far as I can,

So no one can find me.

People mess up all the time.

If I run, the problems will be waiting for me.

I have to except what I've done, 

Whether it is good or bad.

Most of the time bad,

But that's life.

I don't regret messing up,

I think it's made me that much stronger. 

Instead of running,

I'm going to sit back,

Ride my roller coaster.

And take life as it is.