I Miss You.

Is it possible to miss something you kind of still have? I thought fersure that I would have you until the end of high school. You have drifted away from me and you don't even act like my friend anymore. Yeah sure we talk here and there but if we had to put a label on it, we are just acquaintances. I miss what we had, what we used to be. It hurts me seeing you every day and knowing you aren't my best friend anymore. I wish you could open your eyes and see what you have done, what damage you have caused with other people. I guess what I'm saying is I miss you and I want you back, but if you keep this up, you've lost me.

Runaway Or Not?

Sometimes I see myself running,

Running to a strange place.

Why am I running?

Because life is too much to handle.

Sometimes it's impossible to get away from.

I wish I could close my eyes and everything would be better.

I want to be the person YOU want,

I feel like I try but you never see that side of me, 

The side you want.

I have made mistakes in my life,

But at least I'm alive..right?

I'm not the only one that messes up,

But sometimes it feels like I am. 

When I mess up,

All I want to do it run,

Run as far as I can,

So no one can find me.

People mess up all the time.

If I run, the problems will be waiting for me.

I have to except what I've done, 

Whether it is good or bad.

Most of the time bad,

But that's life.

I don't regret messing up,

I think it's made me that much stronger. 

Instead of running,

I'm going to sit back,

Ride my roller coaster.

And take life as it is. 

Pathetic

3 words for you hunny,
YOU ARE PATHETIC(: