Broken Heart

You hurt me and you don't even know it.
Every night I stay up crying about you,
I always thought that you would be in my life forever,
Now you are slowly slipping away from me

You don't get me; you don't get who I am anymore
I never once had a doubt in my mind about you,
Until today, when I realized you really don't care about me.

You broke promises and my heart,
I broke promises and your heart.
We never realized how much we had hurt each other. 
I still don't think you know how much I was hurt.
It wasn't just you who hurt me, I hurt myself, 
I hurt you and you let me hurt you.

Now I look around and I feel lost,
I don't have you in my life anymore,
I look in front of me and you aren't there
You aren't even behind me or beside me.
I thought for sure you would always be there.

All I have left to do is hope.
Hope that someone somewhere will come along,
Come along and fix my heart.
Fix the heart that you broke.
The heart that isn't easy to fix.

I have one wish.
For you to love me the way I love you.
It kills me knowing you only love me as a friend.
Nothing more than a friend..

I'm better off just pretending like nothing ever happened.
Like I never really knew you,
I have to let go of all the memories, good and bad.
I just need to say goodbye, I need to let go of you.